If you haven’t  realise, It’s just a month away to Lunar New Year! So excited about Lunar New Year as I can get ANG BAO^^ Though most of the red packets will be in RM, it’s better than nothing.

I doubt I will have a shopping spree this year due to the serious lack of funds and savings. Had spent my savings on gatherings and 21st birthday gifts. I really think I should save more and i  shall not buy any clothes for NY.

AND… In 2011, I hope can be a BETTER ME(:

1. better self-dicipline

2. better temper

3. better family

4. better academic results

5. better girlfriend

6. better daughter too

7. better friends to all

Just hope EVERYTHING is BETTER.

hehe… am I asking too much?

This Year I’m turning 21 too! I felt so old out of a sudden…

I felt rather stressed too; I’m responsible for my own self entirely. I may have to start living like an adult with very minimal financial backing from parents.

Besides, I’m spending more now. Hanging out with friends need money, frens’ bd need money, go dating need money, go shopping need money. haha… so, It’s good to start to plan for more cash inflow resources. I’m still working on it though.

For now, I’m teaching at tuition centre and part-time beginner manicurist. But i’m earning peanuts salary! How?

I need to do braces. But I guess I will give it up for now. *sobs*

Other than that, I’m hoping a BETTER ME for this GREAT 2011(:

I want to enjoy being 21!

Shall not shun any difficulties and embrace any challenge

Despite my exam period in dec, I’m enjoying the post-exam DEC HOLIDAYS(:

24th Dec: CHRISTMAS’ EVE

I went over to YouLong’s hse to have a mini Christmas Party! Guests includes his two sisters, his bro-in-law, Alan, JY, Chris and his gf, Jason Wah and Amy and Yi Ming. Though I’m not very close with them but I don’t feel very awkward and I like having small gatherings with friends too! (I will definitely invite my friends to my hse, IF AND ONLY my hse is tidy enough.) The girls played Monopoly Deal and guys played Football on PSIII. After few rounds, some went on to play mahjong!

I really wanted to learn mahjong! cos I feel so lousy when everybody can play mahjong and I cant):

25th Dec: MERRY CHRISTMAS! a season of giving..

it’s a saturday, so i went to help out at my dad’s stall in the morning till afternoon! Went home nap and OUT in the evening to YouLong’s army clique for BBQ! Though, It was raining, BBQ went on under HDB. =p It was really nice to have that BBQ, food is nice, friends are humorous, weather is cold! It really feels like its winter christmas.

26th Dec: BOXING DAY!

Its a day of Goodwill. Did nothing special. Went to help out at my dad’s stall as usual, went home and enjoy the free time to myself(:

27th Dec: KOREAN BUFFET LUNCH!

Went out for Korean Buffet Lunch @ ARIRANG, BUGIS with my uni friends. It was a nice outing with them; yummy food and variety of food. LOVES KIMCHI MOST! they offer really nice BEEF (my fave meat!), MUSSELS (i’m a sucker for seafood!) and MACKEREL FISH!

28th Dec: BELATED CHRISTMAS CELEBRATION

Had Belated Christmas celebration with ‘AH DIAO’, my JC CO’s clique! We had 4 hrs of KTV! (I CANT SING WELL *grumps*)

Then, gift exchanges and Tabooo… Gift exchange is fun and I like the gift I received!

NOW I’M EXCITED ABOUT TMR’s COUNTDOWN(:

HAPPY 2011!

Sy®

I seriously think I should pick up the habit of blogging. Usually, I will  watch Korean Variety shows, Fb, tweets, online window shopping during my free time. Blogging became the very leisure activity i will do. That’s not good! Haha… I want to have some sweet memories recorded down! *promise*

First thing first, Im burnt out from Final Exams.

I had 6 papers. Started studying intensively since a week ago (though not 24hrs studying), but time really seems to passed very fast! I broke down halfway through before my Finance and Physics Paper as I really doubt I can finish internalizing everything. But i had to force myself to get down studying after crying as I know things will just get worse if I couldn’t get a grasp of my emotions. This tremendous stress really hit me hard, even harder than I’m studying for A level. I really feel like quitting school  already. REALLY THANKED GOD FOR GIVING ME THE STRENGTH TO GO THRO THE ORDEAL. One of my friends dropped of NTU already):

Overall, I did not perform very well in exams. Not well-prepared. In the end, broke down again after my Physics Paper as I do NOT KNOW HOW TO DO EVERY SINGLE question.

” Maybe I’m not suitable to study in uni. ” this kind of thoughts just keep flashing in my mind, making me gone cold in shivers. Though the rest are okay, but definitely not a good grade as I had mental blocks throughout most papers. I wonder why! maybe too stressed and tensed up.

SO NOW, I’m All Tensed up again as I’m really afraid to know my final grades. I’m so afraid I will thrown out of sch due to poor results. Hence, seeing my friends looking more relaxed in private uni really makes me jealous! Maybe I should have just enroll myself into SIM last year.

I can’t imagine if I have to go through the torture for the remaining 3.5 years (7 sems)!

IF AND ONLY I’M SMART, ISN’T IT?

I really need the strength to go through these, I really hope I can and really grow and glow. I really wish to…

♥Let me see the light

Sy®

1st September 2010: Freshmen Welcome Ceremony for College of Engineering.

Letter dated 29th April 2010, I was accepted by NTU and being offered Bioengineering with business minor. I do not have  good A level results so I did not expect that I will get offered by Bioengineering. I put Biological Science as second choice but I did nt get it despite the cut off point is lower than Bioengineering.  Since I find Bioengineering interesting, I decided to give it a try! I felt that I was given a birthday gift when I saw that letter of acceptance(:

I did not join any Orentation Camp so I was alone at the Ceremony. I was greeted with awesome goodie bags!

However, I was kinda bored as no one I knew is in the same course as me); As then I just these 2 gals whivh I remember seeing them during medical checkup! So i pick up my courage and went to say ‘HELLO!’ haha… One of them is in the same course as me, I was so happy! at least I know some one…

Everything becomes more interesting for me as I met quite a no. of frens!

5th September 2010: Offiicial Curriculum starts.

Attending Physics lecture was quite challenging for me as I do have A level physics background… I even have difficulties doing the tutorials. I was stressed. The rest of the modules is still okay for me then except physics and biz finance.

we, my clique was rather slack for the first few weeks….As weeks goes by, more modules are getting in-depth and I feel like a lost sheep in the vast greenfields. I hate this feeling a lot, Im mentally tired and had advoidance syndrome at times. I tried to force myself. I repeat A level so I was 1 year slower than my batch, if I did not do well in uni I will let myself down. I want to change and I will change!

Today; 16th October 2010 is the start of my Recess week.

I aim to revise and catch up my studies esp Physics and Biz finance! After tjhis Recess week, just 2 month away will be my Final exams. I need to buck up and focus. I had always been very careless in my tests and quizes which had caused much heartaches… I want to change my carelessness. I have to get my facts right and have it sealed in my mind so I can answer questions confidently without making any careless mistakes.

JIAYOU, SY!

♥Let the light shine on me

Sy®

It’s the 43rd Month together!

I’m very surprised that I would receive Roses from Dinosaur cos yesterday was just another month’s anniversary, where we usually hang out that’s all.

But you made it special♥

Its double happiness for us on 6th August 2010.

1. Its our 43rd Month together

2. He won Safsa Open! He’s both Singles Mens’ Champion and Doubles Mens’ Champion

He’s awesome! I’m super tuber proud of him too(:

Congratulations to Dinosaur!

Anyway, we wanted to watch movies but its all SOLD OUT!

then we change our plan to go KBOX, then Its super long queue! So we went for KOI then High Tea @ Suki Sushi instead(:

Its so crowded everywhere. LOL. everyone is out for play!

More Pictures Up!

Thanks for the Memories^^

Happy 43rd Month Anniversary!

Sy®

♥LOves

Just received my acrylic certificate today! I’m so excited as had always wanted to learn acrylic and gel extension and that’s the motive of me applying for a diploma course to be a certified Nail Technician.

I’m very happy with my performance as well as I guess I had a better grasp of arylic than my fellow coursemates. Moreover, I want to perfect it! I want to go for higher level of standard.

Therefore, I guess I will specialise in doing acrylic and gel extension as a freelance Nail Technician(:

I’m contented. No matter how tired I am. Its worth working hard to earn that money for my expensive course fees(:

And I realised that the Expensive Course Fee is due to the fact that they have this Educator, Joe Chua.

He’s my Acrylic teacher as well!

Joe Chua (the guy on the right)
Senior Educator
EZFlow Nail System’s Master Artist Educator
Star Nail Certified Educator

Basically, He has a lot of certificates(;

But I would say He’s AWESOME! He really can teach very well…

Sy®

It’s Korean titled “Because im a girl” by KISS. It’s about a girl that meets a photographer by accident,they hook up, fall in love and…It’s a sad story.

Will there be such ♥ out there in Reality?

Sy®

I will turn the bad news into precious lesson I can learn from(: And facing with the huddles, I realized Friends are really important. Besides, I’m fortunate to have my bf with me as he encouraged me alot!

In Work, Friends are the ones who will help you and share his/her experiences with you. They respect you as a friend and will not turn into beasts even its in a competitive working environment.

In School, Friends are the ones who eat, who study, who play and someone who’s willing to teach you sincerely. They are like your family, reminding you to remember to finish your assignment and remind you to rest well the day before the Exam.

In my own Social Circle, Friends are the ones who chat with you online, checking out your Facebook status to maintain long-lasting friendships. They are also the ones you can really shares your woes.

At Home, BoyFriend is the one who will give me the moral support and happinesses that will make my day!

In Life, there are bound to have ups and downs. It all depends on how we see and handle the situation, isn’t it? I have a very stubborn personality, I always wanted everything to be perfect. In fact, expecting everything to be perfect but I may not be striving really hard for it. That’s so demanding of me, isn’t it? But due to my laziness and pessimistic opinions, I often messed up my perfectionism.

I always wished to be smarter, prettier, more capable, more knowledgeable, more eloquent, etc. The unending wishes just goes on and on.

Nevertheless, whenever unhappiness struck me, I hope my friends are with me! Even though I’m not very good at expressing, I still wanna say:

YOU’VE BEEN A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE. I’M FORTUNATE TO BEFRIEND WITH YOU!

I also want to thank my Bf for always been the one enlightening me about everything♥

♥Thank you for adding colours to my Life

Sy®

Sometimes, I feel that we need money awfully in Life. But i dreaded the thought that I have to sacrifice something that is so precious to me just because I do posses that wealth. Well… I know it cant be helped but i just want to rant out my frustrations here.

From a more optimistic point of view, I should treat it as a training ground for my future endeavors. Besides, I found out that I can be more tactful at managing my finances. I find some of my working pals are living off on their own salary w/o taking a cent from their parents as young as from 19years old! I admire their finance management. Furthermore, they are studying at University. Have to strike a balance between Work and Study can be really tiring.

I have to persevere on and grow tougher(:

♥Will get to reap what you sow…

Sy®