It’s gonna be a busy yet fulfilling…

Hey diary, I have not written anything for the past weeks! Let me jot down some interesting events that happened thus far.

I believe I’ve grown quite a bit as time passes by, not that I’m getting older but in terms for maturity. I know what I want and really felt so satisfied that I strived for it even though the results may not be the most anticipated. This applies not only in sch but in my social life and in my relationship. I used to be very easy-going as I do not have anything I want in mind, the flaws of being indecisive. But now I’m just slightly better.

Into my 3rd year in uni, I felt time really passed by very fast. I wanted to do so much more stuffs and join so much more events but I did not have the courage or driving force to back then in year 1&2. As most of the time, I will be doing those stuffs alone=.= Different interests among my peers in my clique, that’s why. Nonetheless, I should be contented that ast least I joined something in year 2.

I felt so happy that I’m not limiting my social circle to my very own coursemates as I’ve made nice and humorous bunch in my welfare club’s orientation camp. Yes, after 2 years, we are still so close!!!Even though we are all in different portfolio! awesome peeps I’ve made. They add laughter to my uni life.

This year will be a busy year for me as I’ve made more committments in joining an Ocip prg as main com and a sub com in Union’s corporate network. As I had always wanted to join ocip and experience how stuffs work in union. I hope I will learn much more valuable lessons in both journeys and add on more colours to my uni life.

Meanwhile, I will definitely not neglect my frens as! Had a secret mission completed by surprising my dear friend, Xinyi for her 21st Bd! FELT SO LOVED whenever my frens are so happy with the surprises and all.

Those smiles aren’t those we can exchange over a joke but years of valuable friendship can.


School is Starting…

I actually still have alot of pictures & events to talk about from my Korea’s exchange programme but I’m just feeling soooo lazy. 0.0 Besides, the fact that school semester is starting is kinda making me sad & stressful. This semester is another hectic period for me as I have more modules to clear. The more I think about it, the more stressful I feel.

Moreover, I’m also trying ways to earn more money while studying. Taking tuition assignments is really tiring, cannot imagine when I go into the workforce in future. Hopefully, I will be more determined & carry on!

The first week of school had just passed and I have yet to tune myself back to “study mode” is also making me worry. Besides, my bf wont be around me everyday after school makes me feel so lonely too. It’s worse than when he’s in army…

Despite all the excuses I gave myself, I should be mature enough to think more about what is my priority.

On top of that, I shall psycho myself that I should be content with what I have, to feel happier each day!

Night View of Lotte World - awesomely beautiful

Random pic to cheer myself up! *Lotte World At Night* SOOOOO PRETTY~

Dreams or Needs?

I had a small and serious talk with my boy about what’s bothering him recently.

He told me he’s really not very happy with what he is now; A NUS student studying Engineering. He felt that its a road that he has to walk to earn an income in future from this qualification. IT’s a Need for his future, but It’s not what he wants.

He thinks that health is more important than any other things in life, be it tangible or intangible. Being a doctor is one of his dream. But he’s faced with all sorts of obstacles to prevent him from getting to his dream, both academically and financially.

While he’s applying for local university after A levels, he had always been torn apart by the two paths; Normal straight route or make a big detour to his dreams. He chose the normal route and now He’s struggling, he so much wanted to fulfill his dreams. He wanted to quit school if he can find any medical courses overseas and loaning the fees from someone else. I really hope he can do this and I will try my best to help him! 

I believe if there’s a will, there’s a way.

I’m really happy for him, at least he has a dream! Unlike me, I do not have a dream. I do not what I want to do in future, I’m just not sure what I really want. Since young, I just do whatever i could and try to get into University and at least get a degree.

Had previous thoughts of doing my own business but lack of determination fail me twice): *heartaches*

I’m jus happy to get into a course that I think its interesting and now I jus hope I can excel in it. My dream for now is not to be some awesome researchers or some noble price scientists. I just hope to graduate in 2 years’ time with a family portrait in my graduation robe and get a decent job and lastly, get married.

I’m not someone great with ambition. something’s that’s bad bout me. I really envy those who had the inspirations and their drive towards their great dreams. Perhaps, I’m just seeking for comfort and being a typical non-risk taker.

♥To those dream makers, Kudos to you! and non-Drean maker, Let’s Jiayou continuing to seek for our very own dreams!